Ethan and I are done, I said finally.I'm sorry.He was my first boyfriend.I know.The only real boyfriend I've had. I'm a senior in high school and he was my only real boyfriend.I know.And I won't find another one at Jones Hall. That is guaranteed.Okay.This is all very sad and tragic, I said.Alan unwrapped a sleeve of SmartiesYet, oddly, you don't seem that upset.I know.