I feel like an idiot for missing you

I feel like an idiot for missing you

I feel like an idiot for missing you. It's a strange feeling, to be honest. I never thought I would be the type of person to pine after someone who is no longer in my life. But here I am, feeling like a complete fool for letting you go and now realizing just how much I miss you.

I suppose it's easy to feel like an idiot when you realize you had something good and let it slip away. Hindsight is always 20/20, they say, and looking back now, I can see all the signs that I should have held on tighter to you. But in the moment, I was blind to it all. I was too caught up in my own insecurities and doubts to see what was right in front of me.

Now that you're gone, I can't help but feel like I made a huge mistake. I miss your smile, your laugh, the way you made me feel like I was the most important person in the world. I miss the late-night conversations, the inside jokes, the way you knew exactly how to comfort me when I was feeling down. I miss everything about you, and it hurts to know that I may never get that back.

I feel like an idiot for not appreciating what we had when we had it. I took you for granted, assuming that you would always be there for me. But now that you're gone, I realize just how much you meant to me. And it's a painful realization to come to.

But perhaps feeling like an idiot is a necessary part of the healing process. It's a reminder that we are all human, capable of making mistakes and learning from them. And maybe, just maybe, this feeling of idiocy will push me to be better in the future, to not let something good slip away again.