I'm sick of checking my phone and not seeing your name

I'm sick of checking my phone and not seeing your name

I'm sick of checking my phone and not seeing your name. It's like a constant reminder of your absence in my life, a void that I can't seem to fill no matter how hard I try. Every time I pick up my phone, my heart skips a beat in the hope that maybe, just maybe, there will be a message from you waiting for me. But time and time again, I am met with disappointment as I scroll through my notifications and see nothing from you.

I miss the days when my phone would light up with your name, when every text from you would bring a smile to my face. Your words were like a lifeline, a connection to you that made me feel whole. But now, the silence is deafening, and I find myself longing for the sound of your voice, the touch of your fingers typing out a message just for me.

I find myself constantly checking my phone, hoping against hope that maybe this time will be different. Maybe this time, you will reach out to me and tell me that you miss me too. But as the days turn into weeks and the weeks turn into months, I am forced to come to terms with the fact that maybe you don't miss me at all. Maybe I am the only one still holding on to the memories of what we once had.

I try to distract myself, to keep busy and fill my days with other things to take my mind off of you. But no matter how hard I try, I can't shake the feeling of missing you that lingers in the back of my mind. Your absence is like a shadow that follows me wherever I go, a constant reminder of the love that we once shared.

So I continue to check my phone, hoping against hope that one day, your name will appear on my screen once again. Until then, I will hold on to the memories of what we once had and cherish the moments we shared. And maybe, just maybe, one day our paths will cross again, and I will see your name on my phone once more.