I'm tired of getting hurt

I'm tired of getting hurt

I'm tired of getting hurt. It seems like no matter how hard I try to protect myself, I always end up getting hurt in the end. Whether it's in relationships, friendships, or even just in everyday life, it feels like I'm constantly being let down and disappointed.

I'm tired of putting my trust in people only to have it shattered. I'm tired of opening up my heart only to have it broken. I'm tired of giving my all to someone, only to be taken advantage of. It's exhausting to constantly be on guard, to constantly be waiting for the other shoe to drop.

I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough. Like I'm not worthy of love or respect. Like I'm always the one who ends up getting hurt while others walk away unscathed. It's a never-ending cycle of pain and disappointment, and I'm just so tired of it all.

I'm tired of pretending like everything is okay when it's not. I'm tired of putting on a brave face and pretending like I'm not hurting inside. I'm tired of feeling like I have to hide my true emotions in order to protect myself from further pain.

I'm tired of second-guessing myself and my decisions. I'm tired of wondering if I did something wrong or if I could have done something differently to avoid getting hurt. I'm tired of blaming myself for other people's actions and behaviors.

But most of all, I'm tired of feeling like I have to constantly be on guard. Like I have to protect myself from getting hurt at all costs. I'm tired of building up walls around my heart in an attempt to keep the pain out. I just want to be able to let my guard down and trust that I won't end up getting hurt again.

So, I'm tired of getting hurt. I'm tired of the pain and the disappointment. I'm tired of feeling like I have to constantly be on guard. But most of all, I'm tired of feeling like I'm not worthy of love and respect. I just want to be able to let my guard down and trust that I won't end up getting hurt again.