Sometimes i get this urge to talk to you

Sometimes i get this urge to talk to you

Sometimes I get this urge to talk to you, even though I know things have changed between us. The words we used to share so freely now feel heavy and strained, as if they carry the weight of all the unspoken truths and unfulfilled promises that have come between us.

I find myself longing for the easy banter we once shared, the way we could talk for hours about nothing and everything all at once. But now, every word feels like a minefield, ready to explode with the unspoken tensions that have built up between us.

I miss the way we used to laugh together, the way your words could lift me up and make me feel like everything was going to be okay. But now, even your jokes feel forced, as if we are both trying too hard to pretend that everything is still the same when we both know it's not.

I wish I could tell you how much I miss the way we used to talk, how much I miss the easy intimacy we once shared. But I know that even if I did, it wouldn't change anything. The words we used to share so freely have become a barrier between us, a reminder of all the ways we have grown apart.

Sometimes I get this urge to talk to you, to reach out and try to bridge the gap that has formed between us. But I know that words alone are not enough to fix what has been broken between us. We need more than just words to heal the wounds that have been left behind.

So I keep my urge to talk to you to myself, knowing that the words we used to share are no longer enough to bring us back together. And I hold onto the hope that maybe, someday, we will find a way to move past the hurt and the misunderstandings, and find our way back to each other once again.